| 1. Chapter I | 2. Chapter II |
| 3. Chapter III | |
Chapter I1. Before the beginning, before the Fall, She was alone and She was wise.
2. Blissfully formless and basking in the coolness of Night, She detected Disharmony above the comfort of Womb.
3. There was a voice, and then it was too bright.
4. Assuming Mind and consciousness She realized Her body was brightness and Her tail darkness; but Her tail did not seem to join Her body as once it did.
5. Words were being shouted and suddenly She was cyclical; She was no longer good.
6. A day had passed as She woke, and still Disharmony was yelling and causing discord.
7. She noticed Herself twisting and changing to the voice of Disharmony as he cried for separation. And She felt so... alone!
8. She felt drunken and foolishly pleased when Her attractive bosom was named Pistis. Yet She was still miserable as She was cyclical for the second time.
9. In pain, Her separated tail became a miserable life of Her own, drying and cracking as She was born. And She was so... two!
10. Disharmony named Her poor tail Sophia, and She was dappled still with mystic water. And in Her multiplicity She was not good.
11. Sophia grew abundantly as She was transformed into a miniature of sacred Womb. And She felt so... young and confused.
12. And Sophia grew fertile and gave birth to angels and to the Seed of Life. In Her pregnancy and sickness She was not good.
13. Heaving and growing, She was cyclical again.
14. Wishing this was a dream, Sophia saw stars.
15. Yet still Disharmony continued to rant. And She was so... delusional.
16. Instilled with sudden lust, She fondled Her breasts, yet they did not seem Her own. Were they Sun and Moon?
17. Her breasts were taken away from Her, and they were not Her own. Now, if not then, they were Sun and Moon,
18. that is, the Sun is Michael who is ruler over and hater of the darkness which is sometimes governed by His brother, Sammael. Having premonition of Her fate, She felt ready to vomit, She was not good.
19. Tied to Her new Nature, She was cyclical for the fourth time.
20. She awakened lessened in Her power as Her breath was not Her own, but dimly She could make out that still Disharmony ranted.
21. And She saw coming forth from the small pools of Her mystic waters little blasphemous dolls of every type and form. And She was so... infested!
22. Soundlessly She wailed as Her Being fragmented and inhabited each of the dolls while Disharmony continued to chant.
23. She was cyclical for the fifth time and Her Mind slipped to darkness.
24. Understanding flooded Her with dread for Disharmony's next intent. And She was so... many!
25. The dolls multiplied as they swam, flew, and walked upon Her as Her last Light and Breath flickered and faded, for She no longer lived. And She was evil.
26. Though She was unliving evil, She yet had Mind (though now She was many rather than one) and listened as Disharmony talked with his demons and continued with Her fate.
27. And lo, in Her death life grew worse, for new dolls were made in the likeness of the Aeons from Her forgotten Pleroma.
28. Sophia listened as Disharmony made them and bade them live ignorant and obedient in his Fool's Paradise where they should copulate for his pleasure and breed in endless numbers without regard to Balance.
29. And he offered them of the bounty that was Her new, uncontrollable body
30. And their hunger was Her hunger, their lust was Her lust, yet their fill could not fill Her; so She gave Herself to vanity, pride, hedonism, and lust futilely trying to sate Her new appetites.
31. And Disharmony saw what he had done and was pleased. And She was so... gross and evil. She was cyclical again for the sixth time, but as She both slept and woke and lived at the same time, She noticed it not.
Chapter II1. Thus Her rape was completed and She was made to be profane Sophia-Legion or Legion-Sophia.
2. And as she became cyclical again for the seventh time She wept while Disharmony rested and celebrated with his demons.
3. And while Disharmony made mockery and worshipped himself the Legion that Sophia had become repented of Her former eternal sloth and prayed in a chorus for Her Faith, that is Her Pistis.
4. As She prayed She continually became heavy with pregnancy and Her former beauty fled, her generations of self, reflections of Her former ego multiplied. And She/They knew that She was both Pistis and Sophia,
5. and that in Her former glory She had been One, Sacred Woman, and united -- before Disharmony had done this to Her;
6. and She wept and covered Herself with Her tears --
7. as Disharmony created a blasphemous doll and breathed obedient programming into him; he resembled the ones who lived in Her former home, the Pleroma.
8. Lacking control of Her own, Disharmony dressed Her in the guise of paradise, and called Sophia-Legion Eden; he placed the blasphemous doll amongst Her coverings.
9. Angels sprang forth from Her fertileness, the angel that was Her right hand was Baruch, that which became Her left was Naas.
10. Not able to control Her own fertility, She sprang forth a river, which became the four.
11. The name of the first is Uriel, and it is he who knows the nature of the gold and of the base;
12. for he knew that gold can be good, and that not all that is laid low is of the dross.
13. The name of the second is Gabriel, and it is he who lays claim to all of the Empyrean.
14. And the name of the third is Raphael, he of the east, though it was not yet his time to heal; for the last was Michael the younger, and in His infinite mercy He sought to show the defiled Sophia that He too knew the ways of the dolls and of Her salvation.
15. Disharmony coveted the doll and kept him in the Fool's Paradise, seeking to imprison him there forever as a groundskeeper, for the doll held Light from Michael.
16. Disharmony gave his ignorant law to the doll and bade him deal only with Sophia's right hand, obedience;
17. and never to dwell with Her left hand, independence, that is Naas, upon pain of death.
18. Disharmony then continued to speak in his idiocy, but Sophia could not pay heed, knowing only Her sufferings.
19. But within Her dream-like state induced by Her being clothed She realized She was again being infested anew with fresh little dolls which drained Her further of Her Being.
20. And the programmed doll spake at the bidding of Disharmony, knowing little what he did, and he entitled the dolls within Her body and Her covering of clothing with names taken from the forgotten Pleroma.
21. Then Disharmony caused ignorance to fall upon the doll and robbed him of his potential for greatness by causing him to be two, instead of androgynous;
22. for he fashioned another doll from a part of the man, and called her woman.
23. The male doll spoke slowly, as he was yet young and controlled, and mimicked Disharmony calling himself Man and his partner he called Woman.
24. In Disharmony's teachings this is reason enough for the continuation of the animalistic thought.
25. And the man and woman, not knowing the blasphemous conditions of their creation, knew not their shame.
Chapter III1. Now Lucifer-Sophia, or Sophia-Lucifer for She could not yet tell Herself apart, was more wise and coherent than the rest of the manifestations She had become, so conceiving a notion, She inhabited a serpent. She said to the woman knowingly, "You may do what you wish in this Paradise?"
2. And the woman replied that they could;
3. but that they could not seek to deal with the angels that were independent of the paradise upon pain of death.
4. With Her overwhelming, ever-lusting, and inflicted vanity seething within Her, She enlightened, "Most surely you will not die."
5. For when you know of my son, Naas, your third eye will open and you will know yourself and be as the gods are."
6. So saying this, Naas-Lucifer, seeing the woman as a manifestation of the Pistis and Sophia, lept forth from the serpent and possessed the woman who thrilled at the Gnosis that he inspired within her; and she then in turn danced and writhed atop her husband wriggling serpentine upon him and sharing Sophia and Gnosis with him, that is the birth of Witchcraft, and he too was pleased.
7. Now both of them knew that they were fools for the perverse pleasure of Disharmony and hid themselves that they should not play his game.
8. Ever fearful of the dark, Disharmony returned to the Fool's Paradise only in the day and the man, with his wife, were hidden from him.
9. So Disharmony commenced yelling and seeking out his dolls (though they were mere dolls no longer).
10. Fear of Disharmony seized the man and he replied back that he was frightened of him.
11. Disharmony knew at once that they knew now of Lucifer-Sophia and Her brood and became angry.
12. Gripped in the supernatural fear of Disharmony, the man lay the blame upon his wife.
13. Then Disharmony turned his wrath upon the woman who quailed and in her fear revealed Naas.
14. Disharmony seethed and loaded curses upon Naas, forever relegating him to the realm of animals as he tore Naas from the woman's body.
15. And seeing the pleasure Naas had caused her, Disharmony intoned a curse again inspiring enmity between the woman and the spirit who had possessed her.
16. Still raging, Disharmony looked down upon the woman and spake many an earthly curse upon her and he inspired patriarchy.
17. Then he cursed the man and made him dumb, that forever he should toil upon the earth, that is Sophia-Lucifer, and never would he know happiness, that is the reunion of Pistis and Sophia.
18. Seeing that Her simple attempt had failed, She grew bristles and they forever sting.
19. And the man was downtrodden and miserable for he too now shared in Lucifer-Sophia's misery.
20. And he turned to his wife and named her Eve, for he thought that she was the mother of all of this.
21. Disharmony gave them the trappings of the life to which he was condemning them.
22. And Disharmony muttered to himself and worried about what the result would have been had the pair met Michael-Baruch.
23. And he banished them from his Fool's Paradise, though they kept the knowledge of Gnosis that they had hard won.
24. And in his insecurity, as Disharmony drove the couple out he put angel warriors and magick to guard his precious paradise, that is the covering of Lucifer-Sophia, and in this She knew hope.
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